ok, so something is going on in my life but I don't think it's appropriate to put it out here on the net. It's a classic case of politics and bureaucracy and it's driving me insane. We're talking stomach turning, stress inducing, muscle spasm in neck, shakey feeling reactions. Not sure if I'm experiencing what might not otherwise have been experienced in America, but it's not a good feeling dealing with it here in Israel. I hate feeling like my future is at other people's mercy, and the whole "trust me it will all work out, we hope" thing is just too much to handle.
Thanks for the positive vibes that i know you will send my way to help ensure that this will turn out how I want it to turn out.
